This is just because i had from the beginning a special feeling with each other. I was only 11 years old, she was 16. We both had a special feeling, a warmth like we never felt before, we spook another language but we did understand each other without words.. Its undiscribable. We went through so many things together, she saved my life and i saved hers. Even with distance from 2500 km we still have stayed in touch with each other... Our relation prooved so many difficults, that it kept stronger each time.
Yea it is, but you have to work on it. People leave each other to fast. Not want to work on their relationships anymore. So it get broke. People think i am weird because i am still with her. Because she almost killed me so many times in psychose and attacked me a lot too. But im like.. Shes not herself that moment, and stop the relationship not gonna work, it gonna make it worser, so its not an option for me. Shes my everything, so i have to help her through this, and not leaving her for this smile emoticon
Yea at the beginning she had to try a few different medicines before she find something that works. First it all became worser and was even very difficult for her to do her work. But with enough support and comfort she made it and no one did noticed it i think smile emoticon
Sure by things like that, what for one person helps doesnt work for another one. But the rule of do lie their world is for real is u rule that works for everyone, saying they talk bullshit and that its not real makes it worses
My girlfriend official have schizofrenia. With moments she is like afraid of everything too. She have psychoses about aliens who want to kidnap her and so. Sometimes she diddent dare to leave her house and sometimes she even doesnt wanna work, than i have to do everything to change her mind and to comfort her that nothing bad will happen to her
Sometimes yes. Sometimes she even think i am an alien. She believes the bad aliens can change themself into persons she love for having her trust so they can kidnap her. In 2014 she have attacked me 5 times in 4 weeks time, 5 times i had to go with the ambulance to hospital to emergency because 2 times she stabbed me and 3 times she strangles me almost to death. Now it happen sometimes still that she suddenly attack me out of nothing, or that she try to strangle me because her psychotic mind who suddenly believes im an alien
So yea its pretty hard sometimes to be in relationship with her
Sometimes its possible to comfort her and make her feel safe, sometimes not. Nothing helps as she is lost in her psychose. Medication can help but not as she is already in psychose. As she is in psychose she think the medication will paralyse her or so, so that aliens can kidnap her easy
As she is not to far and as you respect how the psychose goes. You always can try to play with it. In the beginning it worked that as she is in the start of her psychose, as she see flashes in the sky, that it helped as i told her i had bought anti alien stuff, like candles who keeps the aliens away because they doesnt like the smell, special lights that hurts aliens.. It realy worked at the beginning. Even that way i was able to let her take her medicines, then i told her that aliens use her fear for experiments, so as she get to feared, they will come, and that the medicines will take away the fear so the aliens have no reason to come.. It helps as you notice fast enough there is a psychose comming, but from the moment she get lost in it, she get paranoid and doesnt trust any medicine and as she is complete lost, she doesnt trust anyone, even the cat or the dogs are aliens in her eyes that moment. So you have to notice a psychose fast and be creative in it. Dont giving the feeling to the person that shes like a complete weirdo who talks bullshit. For that person, the psychose is very real, so you have yto handle like you believe it and see it too. That gives trust to that person and than you have more chance she trust you and believes what you say
But this is only for psychose typ. Anxiety psychoses and maybe paranoid psychoses. You have schizofrenics who believe they are god or the messengers from god, thats something complete different. And i dont have experiences with that kind. Only the kind of anxiety paranoid schizofrenia
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