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Of schizophrenia (experience)
All around there are so many sound but usually people they do not pay much attention but schizophrenics feel every sound special, such as on the street signals a machine and you feel that his signals directly to you and you start to think what they are from You want to be on and where sound and thou Affairs is unable to forget.
Is heard human voices vis around even if you are in the middle of the forest alone, for example,
occurs in human dialogue and all the time with one another cussing and it is no longer bearable, or even attacking you or a voice saying to you, it is right and this is wrong, even if vis is quite the other way around, or like why you picked up a fork or a spoon or why you pouring sugar in tea, and whether you need to drink with him.
You can not tell the difference between a person's voice or internally occurs in the brain. They are playing on the whole really. Sometimes so loud when you can not overlook them and lost control around the environment or even voice commenting on your every move, the process of what you do.
The brain receives information but you do not know which information to focus on and which not. It is very important rhythm of life there or use horn! Machine or adjacent somewhere crying child. You do not know what is more important, or a machine, or a child. You can not focus on work and control of your life even when it is resting pulse rise up to 140 beats per minute.
Visual symptoms, see things that do not exist, people who did not see a lot of pictures or more than there is.
It is difficult to switch from one activity to another activity.
Hard to do even small things and therefore do not want to do anything. It is hard to remember where what you have ordained.
Vis becomes indifferent and the will of all to isolate. Lost contact with the people.
I have not slept normally for a year now, nightmares and sleep problems vis hates.
Life is a great challenge
My girlfriend official have schizofrenia. With moments she is like afraid of everything too. She have psychoses about aliens who want to kidnap her and so. Sometimes she diddent dare to leave her house and sometimes she even doesnt wanna work, than i have to do everything to change her mind and to comfort her that nothing bad will happen to her
Sometimes yes. Sometimes she even think i am an alien. She believes the bad aliens can change themself into persons she love for having her trust so they can kidnap her. In 2014 she have attacked me 5 times in 4 weeks time, 5 times i had to go with the ambulance to hospital to emergency because 2 times she stabbed me and 3 times she strangles me almost to death. Now it happen sometimes still that she suddenly attack me out of nothing, or that she try to strangle me because her psychotic mind who suddenly believes im an alien
So yea its pretty hard sometimes to be in relationship with her
Sometimes its possible to comfort her and make her feel safe, sometimes not. Nothing helps as she is lost in her psychose. Medication can help but not as she is already in psychose. As she is in psychose she think the medication will paralyse her or so, so that aliens can kidnap her easy
As she is not to far and as you respect how the psychose goes. You always can try to play with it. In the beginning it worked that as she is in the start of her psychose, as she see flashes in the sky, that it helped as i told her i had bought anti alien stuff, like candles who keeps the aliens away because they doesnt like the smell, special lights that hurts aliens.. It realy worked at the beginning. Even that way i was able to let her take her medicines, then i told her that aliens use her fear for experiments, so as she get to feared, they will come, and that the medicines will take away the fear so the aliens have no reason to come.. It helps as you notice fast enough there is a psychose comming, but from the moment she get lost in it, she get paranoid and doesnt trust any medicine and as she is complete lost, she doesnt trust anyone, even the cat or the dogs are aliens in her eyes that moment. So you have to notice a psychose fast and be creative in it. Dont giving the feeling to the person that shes like a complete weirdo who talks bullshit. For that person, the psychose is very real, so you have yto handle like you believe it and see it too. That gives trust to that person and than you have more chance she trust you and believes what you say
But this is only for psychose typ. Anxiety psychoses and maybe paranoid psychoses. You have schizofrenics who believe they are god or the messengers from god, thats something complete different. And i dont have experiences with that kind. Only the kind of anxiety paranoid schizofrenia
Sure by things like that, what for one person helps doesnt work for another one. But the rule of do lie their world is for real is u rule that works for everyone, saying they talk bullshit and that its not real makes it worses
Yea at the beginning she had to try a few different medicines before she find something that works. First it all became worser and was even very difficult for her to do her work. But with enough support and comfort she made it and no one did noticed it i think smile emoticon
Yea it is, but you have to work on it. People leave each other to fast. Not want to work on their relationships anymore. So it get broke. People think i am weird because i am still with her. Because she almost killed me so many times in psychose and attacked me a lot too. But im like.. Shes not herself that moment, and stop the relationship not gonna work, it gonna make it worser, so its not an option for me. Shes my everything, so i have to help her through this, and not leaving her for this smile emoticon
This is just because i had from the beginning a special feeling with each other. I was only 11 years old, she was 16. We both had a special feeling, a warmth like we never felt before, we spook another language but we did understand each other without words.. Its undiscribable. We went through so many things together, she saved my life and i saved hers. Even with distance from 2500 km we still have stayed in touch with each other... Our relation prooved so many difficults, that it kept stronger each time.
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